I was drafting a post about how I felt a year after Melanie died, but work was keeping me really busy, so I never got it finished. Now, another loss occurred and I'm in a greater pain than I've ever felt before. My father was rushed to the ICU last…
It's long under way. It's been a long battle with lots of obstacles. But finally I graduated and is done studying, which in turn means I can exit being in the "system" and get to just be an ordinary independant person. Don't get me wrong. I'm grateful we have a…
CPU doesn't fit the motherboardI love that expression. Fits very well on me. I've had some problems with the scripts that renewed the SSL certificates on the server. That caused the website to unfortunately be offline for a bit. But I'm back! I'm busy with my bachelor project at the…
Spring! Its finally spring. its been a tough winter. A quick look at the past couple posts would quickly imdicate why it might have been tougher than winter always feels like for me. Winter depressions have been a yearly occurance for me since my early teenage years. Combine it with…
Time heals all wounds. It might be a bit arogant to state that, since some wounds can be so severe that they will haunt and torment people the rest of their lives, whether mental or physical. A better version of the saying might be: time lessens the pain. I'm home,…
I've experienced loosing relatives before, as most have. I've been lucky that they have all been old and lived good lives. You could say that their time had come. It's sad, you feel the loss, the emptiness, but there is also a melancholic feeling of closure. They felt the burden…
For the past several years I've been using a Logitech G910 mechanical keyboard and I've been very happy with it. But it's big. It takes up a good bit of my desk real-estate and combined with the tendency for mousepads to be rather big, it gets a bit cramped. So…
So, it's been a while since this blog looked anywhere presentable. My server situation have been a bit in flux. I went for a webhotel solution for a while, but it just didn't provide the things I wanted: freedom and flexibility. So here we are, back on a VPS, but…
